"Be gracious
to me, O God, according to Thy lovingkindness; According to
the greatness of Thy compassion blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, And cleanse me from
my sin. 3 For I know my transgressions, And my sin is ever
before me. 4 Against Thee, Thee only, I have sinned, And
done what is evil in Thy sight, So that Thou art justified
when Thou dost speak, And blameless when Thou dost judge. 5
Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, And in sin my
mother conceived me. 6 Behold, Thou dost desire truth in the
innermost being, And in the hidden part Thou wilt make me
know wisdom. 7 Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. 8 Make me to hear
joy and gladness, Let the bones which Thou hast broken
rejoice. 9 Hide Thy face from my sins, And blot out all my
iniquities. 10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, And
renew a steadfast spirit within me. 11 Do not cast me away
from Thy presence, And do not take Thy Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of Thy salvation, And sustain me
with a willing spirit. 13 Then I will teach transgressors
Thy ways, And sinners will be converted to Thee. 14 Deliver
me from bloodguiltness, O God, Thou God of my salvation;
Then my tongue will joyfully sing of Thy righteousness. 15 O
Lord, open my lips, That my mouth may declare Thy praise. 16
For Thou dost not delight in sacrifice, otherwise I would
give it; Thou art not pleased with burnt offering. 17 The
sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; A broken and a
contrite heart, O God, Thou wilt not despise.18 By
Thy favor do good to Zion; Build the walls of Jerusalem. 19
Then Thou wilt delight in righteous sacrifices, In burnt
offering and whole burnt offering; Then young bulls will be
offered on Thine altar.
Being king must have gone to David's head. He may have thought
himself above even the Law of God. He set aside all his morals,
scruples, and ethics to follow the way of his selfish desire. He
looked with lust on Bathsheba as she bathed; he had her brought
to his palace and engaged in an adulterous alliance with her.
Then when she told him she was pregnant, he tried to cover his
sin by having her husband Uriah brought home from battle for some
R&R. Uriah refused the luxury of sleeping at home so David
had him abandoned in the front lines of battle where he was
slain.
This was no sin of impulse. David wasn't
just caught up in circumstances beyond his control. He planned
and plotted to carry out his sin and he put great effort into
concealing it. This Psalm reveals David's folly and restoration.
It is the Psalm of the changed heart.
David's story could be told and retold
under a hundred different scenarios. Maybe this Psalm relates
your own story. This morning let me relate a situation that
parallels and illustrates the universal process of spiritual
recovery.
When he was just 19, Al Johnson had
joined two other men in robbing a Kansas bank. The case was
closed after the two other criminals were killed in an auto crash
and were mistakenly identified by bank officials as the robbers.
Al felt sure he would never be caught. He married a Christian
girl and even pretended to be a Christian. She knew nothing of
his past crime. Then someone sent him a tract in the mail
entitled, "God's Plan of Salvation." Reading it, he
noticed the Bible verse that said, "whosoever shall call
on the name of the Lord shall be saved." The realization
struck that salvation was for him. He could be forgiven and his
conscience set free. The guilt of his crime accused him, the
cowardice of hiding his crime shamed him. He realized his guilt
and hated it. That is the first step in having a changed heart.
David took it, and so must we. What is the first step to a
changed heart?
CONTRITION: V17: "The
sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; A broken and a
contrite heart, O God, Thou wilt not despise"
David spoke of a
broken and contrite heart. The word for
"contrite" means
To be
bowed down with the awareness of
our spiritual bankruptcy.
That
our inner spirit is crushed with a
sense of its guilt.
That
we have a genuine and deep sorrow
for our rebellion against God and a
determined desire to do
differently.
A contrite heart
Does
not seek to rationalize or explain
or excuse or defend or justify sin.
Does
not try to fool God or others or
self. It recognizes that God
demands truth and honesty.
Does
not mean merely feeling bad or
remorseful about sin!
Does
not seek to blame circumstances or
other people or God for our own
failure.
Remember
Adam saying, "The
woman YOU gave me handed
me the fruit and I ate
it. Eve pointed to the
serpent and said,
"He deceived me and
I ate." He
blamed God and Eve, she
blamed the serpent.
Can't
you just hear David doing
something like that?
Blaming God or blaming
Bathsheba: "Lord,
if you hadn't made me
king I wouldn't have been
walking on the palace
roof in the first place.
And besides, did you see
what she wasn't
wearing?"
Maybe
we do the same thing:
"Well, Lord, if you
were married to this
jerk, you'd cheat
too!" Or "It's
not my fault, the boss is
so cheap I have to steal
from the company to
survive!" Or,
"If I didn't have
such terrible neighbors,
I wouldn't lose my temper
as much!"
A contrite heart
recognizes that sin is:
A
spiritual crime since it is a
violation of God's laws.
An
offense against all that is decent
and moral and right.
Rebellion,
disobedience, and stubbornness of
heart.
When we become
aware of our sins, iniquities and
transgressions, and are contrite, we need to
know that
God
isn't interested in empty
apologies.
God
doesn't want cheap promises or
resolutions.
God
cares nothing for our efforts to
balance evil with a little more
good.
God
desires a broken and contrite heart
which is the true sacrifice of one
who determines to turn from sin, to
forsake sin, and to abandon it.
Al Johnson became convicted of
sin, was contrite, humbled his heart and decided to truly forsake
his sin and to follow Jesus Christ. When he did, his life
changed. He stopped a lifelong habit of lying and cheating. And
after much thought and prayer he confessed his crime. His
confession made television newscasts and newspaper headlines.
Honest acknowledgment of sin is an essential in our own lives,
too, and it was another step in David's reclamation. What is the
next step in having a changed heart?
CONFESSION: verses 3,
4: "For
I know my transgressions, And my sin is ever before me.
4 Against Thee, Thee only, I have sinned, And done what
is evil in Thy sight, So that Thou art justified when
Thou dost speak, And blameless when Thou dost
judge."
There are two
sides to his confession:
He
confessed to himself: "I
know, I am acquainted with, I
recognize my sin! I cannot deny it
or escape it or forget it. The
memory haunts me, the devil accuses
me, the sin taunts me, and it is
always before me."
He
confessed to God: "Against
You only have I sinned."
Along with his
admission of guilt is a confession of God's
correctness and justice in judging him for
his sin. David makes no plea for indulgent
lenience or permissiveness, no claim that God
is being too hard on him, no appeal for a
light sentence. Simply put, it is, "I am
wrong, you are right!"
Genuine
confession demands:
A
right estimate of sin. It is not a
mistake, or a slip, or mischief.
A
right attitude to sin. A loathing,
a disgust, a disapproval.
A
right conduct with regard to sin. A
forsaking of and a determined
renunciation of sin.
This brings
us to the cross of Christ.
At the
cross, we do not hide our sins, but
confess them and trust the Savior
to wipe them away.
Solomon said, "He
who conceals his transgressions will not
prosper, But he who confesses and forsakes
them will find compassion." Proverbs
28:13. To confess demands the honesty of:
It was
Isaiah who said, "Woe is
me, for I am ruined! Because I am a
man of unclean lips, ..."
Isaiah 6:5.
It was
Peter who fell at Jesus' feet and
said, "Depart from me, for
I am a sinful man, O Lord!"
Luke 5:8.
The
publican smote his breast and
prayed, "God, be merciful
to me, the sinner!" Luke
18:13.
Paul
who declared "It is a
trustworthy statement, deserving
full acceptance, that Christ Jesus
came into the world to save
sinners, among whom I am foremost
of all." 1 Timothy 1:15.
Al Johnson, convicted of sin,
converted to Christ, went and tried to make things right with the
state by confessing his crime. As it turned out, under a Kansas
statute of limitations, he was set free. There was no penalty
that could legally attach to him for his crime. David experienced
something even better than that. And there is something even
better for the Christian. There is forgiveness, justification,
salvation. Let's consider, then, the last step in having a
changed heart:
CLEANSING: verses 7, 9,
10: "Purify
me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; Wash me, and I
shall be whiter than snow. . .9 Hide Thy face from my
sins, And blot out all my iniquities. 10 Create
in me a clean heart, O God, And renew a steadfast
spirit within me."
David recognized
the filth and grime of his sin and wanted to
be cleansed of it.
He
said, "Purge me, purify me,
wash me." The words he
uses imply a thorough scrubbing.
One pictures an old time mother
with her child at the sink
scrubbing him until his skin
literally shines and squeaks.
He
said, "Blot out my
iniquities." It is the
image of erasure where a mark is
totally obliterated, wiped away and
removed.
He
said, "Create in me a clean
heart, and renew a right spirit
within me." David knew the
inclination of one's heart to evil.
He
knew that "every
intent of the thoughts of
his heart was only evil
continually."
Genesis 6:5.
He
knew that "The
heart is more deceitful
than all else And is
desperately sick." Jeremiah
17:9.
It was not
David's desire, nor God's intent, to gloss
over or to wink at or to indulge sin. Sin had
to go.
It is not while
we indulge, or excuse, or conceal sin, but
when we have experienced God's cleansing that
we can know the joy of His salvation.
Sometimes we
have door-to-door salesmen trying to sell us
some "Miracle Cleaner" that will
remove everything from berry stains to
tattoos. Never works! But God has a cleanser
that never fails: "the blood of Jesus
His Son cleanses us from all sin." 1
John 1:7. All sin, all times, all people,
always.
Conclusion
In a sense, the statute of limitations
had cleansed all Al of punishment. Yet, although he was beyond
the scope of law to punish him, he still chose to repay his share
of the stolen funds to the bank. In time he became the manager of
a service station, the father of three admiring children, and an
outstanding Christian layman. But he didn't do that alone. David
couldn't do it alone.
Someone once said, "Man cannot cope
with guilt alone. I don't care how many worship services you
attend or good deeds you do, your goodness is insufficient. You
can't be good enough to deserve forgiveness. ... No one. Not you,
not me, not anyone. Quit trying to quench your own guilt. You
can't do it. There's no way. ... I don't care how bad you are.
You can't be bad enough to forget it. And I don't care how good
you are. You can't be good enough to overcome it. You need a
Savior." And, for those who come to Jesus Christ in
contrition and confession, He is that savior. Will you come to
Him? Will you ask Him to cleanse your heart? Will you allow Him
to transform your life? Will you experience the salvation He, and
He only, can provide? This is the moment to decide as you ask Him
to change your heart.